Saturday, March 24, 2007

sTrOnGeR . .. . ....


In life,we face many circumstances that could either make us strong or break us apart.It's just a matter of how tough a person is and how dedicated he/she is upon reaching his/her goals.In our journey here in this world,we encounter many challenges.Often it's hard to continue but we choose to.What's the use of giving up?For me,showing sign of weakness is considered to be a shameful act.Yet,if there are times that we feel that we can't take it anymore,the only thing that we need to do is ask for help,reach for a hand,and seek guidance.I'm pretty sure that there would always be someone that's willing to make each of us feel better.I know that there are many instances I've fallen down,but still,I never gave up because i still have my family who continuously help and support.I still have my friends and my relatives . . .

I'm here because of them . . .

I have an experience that I would like to share to you guys . . . My mother was Carmelita Varquez.She's the most patient,loving,caring,and the best mom in the universe. . . Yeah . . . She's really the coolest and the best mom I ever had . . . I'm proud to say that among my brothers and sisters . . . I'm their favorite and they treated me so special.However,one day as I woke up,I heard my sister crying and why??? Because my mother died because of heart attack.She had this kidney disease and that made her heart also weak.It was such a miserable experience.It was very painful.as I was standing in front of my mother's coffin,happy and sad memories were flashed back.I started to cry . . . thinking that we'll never see each other again . . . Before,I used reminisce those times and I wished I could go back and correct my mistakes. I even wished for a one last chance to see her and utter the words that I never told her . . . "I LOVE YOU MOM . . . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH . . . ".I used to ask GOD why her . . . why her . . .

I don't have anyone to blame.It was just purely destiny. It was a very big loss for the family. LIFE CAN BE SO CRUEL SOMETIMES.YOU'VE COME TO REALIZED THINGS,THINGS THAT ARE SO IMPORTANT,WHEN IT'S ALREADY TOO LATE,WHEN THEY ARE ALREADY GONE.That experience made me more independent and strong.I face my everyday life with a mere description of what I really want to be when I grow up.I learned to dream and to have an ambition.I study so hard to achieve good grades.I hope this had been an inspiration to all . . . I hope this made you realized the importance of your family.Finally,I hope that this experience of mine would open up your minds that corrected mistakes can make you stronger in facing new problems and obstacles . ..

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